There are a million things in the world I can say about who I am and what kind of person I am or want to be. I want to start by saying I am a woman with a faith that moves mountains, and I can tell you and probably will, about some of the most amazing happenings God has orchestrated in my life. I will warn you thou I am often focused on the pain life brings, I get angry like the Hulk and inside my head, and occasionally out loud I curse like a sailor. I love my family so much, and I will do anything for them, hurt them and I will cut you. I enjoy friends and getting out and seeing what all my young city has going on, but if given a choice I will choose to stay home 98% of the time. I thrive off of taking something that once was beautiful, that has been neglected or treated poorly and restoring it with love and Old English, but if I break a nail, I will walk around annoyed for at least an hour.

I met my husband when I was 16. I knew I was a lost cause and would never be the same without him just after a couple of months. It has been 15 years since we decided to go for coffee, He is the other side of my whole, he is the safe place I go when the world is trying to get me, and recently we have come to terms with the reality that he is in fact lumbersexual.

I have three children, count them 1, 2, 3. At this time they are 8, 9 and 10 years old, I homeschool them because I had a dream to see just how crazy a woman could get before the state of Oklahoma would have her committed. I feel they are already looking into my life and wondering the same thing…
My children are an incredible mess, and I often find myself in sweet tears wondering how I got so blessed. They teach me something new every day, just the other day in school as I looked up there questions on my cell phone like all good homeschool mom’s do. All three of them began to explain to me that this “Google” that I love so much often lies and can’t be trusted…What the What? Google you are breaking my heart, I trusted you. I find that I have been lied to and I am so confused.

So lets re-cap… I love Jesus, hurt my loved ones I will cut you, my husband is lumbersexual, my kids are wonderful but doing their part to help Oklahoma have me committed, and Google lies.

My prayer for this blog is to bring truth, love, comedy, how to see the Beauty from Pain ( selfless plug for my business ) but mostly to get all this crap out of my head and out into the void where maybe just maybe it does more good. Enjoy…